Somewhere inside..not too far deep, I'm still a child...
who need encouragement to do the nessesary, but unpleasant things in life.
who needs someone to praise her for even the slightest good deed or chore complete.
someone to overly kiss my wounds till they are healed, that constant firm but loving hand.
Somewhere inside, not too far deep I'm still just a little girl.... who needs a Daddy.
The ribbon and bows are gone...butterfly kisses flew away
I stand in the mirror, angry at the little girl in me
Knowing all the things he needs me to be..all the things I need to make complete
How alone I stand..cursing at the child in me.. begging her to grow up..pretty please.
All the brave and cowards
Endless meals devoured
yet empty I remained
as I drained my preys insane
Gluttoned One of lust
Inhales their souls like dust
Drinking from their shafts
their lives begin to pass
Hopeless hunger pains
consuming them in shame
Desperate for this little beast
How they crave to be my feast
My tortured heart does pound
screaming soul wanting found
Tasting you, how bitter sweet
filled me up, your defeat
For never shall I leave
The one who came to me
Pressed me to him, told me drink
My endless love into thee
One by one, you shove the blades in
Twisting the cold steel into my now burning flesh
Was the first -cry- not up to par?
Did I not express enough pain to satisfy your sadistic cravings?
I watch your nostrils flare, quivering at the scent of my tears
Can you already taste their saltiness upon your tongue
Like a skilled surgeon you expose me
Nothing more precious than the tender flesh underneath
Looking up into your dampened eyes
I feel too.. your pain in causing mine
Your sweet misery ripping through you
causing such a rush of conflicting emotions.
I feel your heavy breath upon my ivory skin
Your tears bathing away my sculpted wounds
How you smooth those long dark locks of mine
You so love to twirl up into your hands
Soon you rise over me your thighs spreading mine
Your whimpers are not heard over my moans as you enter me
I hold my tongue out to catch your tears that fall like rain
to replace the ones you beckoned out of me
In this moment... I find ecstasy.
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As the winter snow melts away
the wolves begin to prey
to satisfy a mutual hunger
and chase loneliness away
Two by two...each will choose
their love for eternal bliss
dancing among the springtime blooms
their sweet wet noses kiss
Beneath the moonlight each will howl
all will hear a mighty growl
many moons will come to pass
beneath the earth, safe and sound
she will welcome new little hounds.
The beautiful auburn haired girl stands in the dimly lit street looking around frightened as the cold air rushes past her face. The moon is full yet obscured by patches of clouds. She feels something dark move in the air around her. Frantically she turns from side to side looking down the street.There is nothing about her. She hears a howl in the distance carried by the wind but can not determine its direction. Her eyes swell as she knows she utterly alone.
"You really should come inside my dear" says a low but firm voice from behind. Her heart fails to beat. She spins around in the direction she had just, a moment before looked, to see a tall silhouette standing behind her. His features are obscured by the dark but she knows in her heart that he is the most beautiful man she has ever seen. He approaches her more closely yet seems not to be walking but floating to her as if on a cloud beneath him. She suddenly feels warm inside as the figure approaches her. "Come with me m'lady" he says.
A second howl breaks in the distance yet closer than before. Engulfed in his feeling of warmth she nods almost fearful to speak or unable to. She is not sure what has come over her. The moonlight breaks across his face and she can now see his deep rich eyes upon her. His face is slim yet strong with features. His lips are beautiful. She longs to touch them. He looks into her eyes and smiles showing his perfectly sculptured white teeth and she knows she is his. For with the break in his lips she can now clearly see his two sharp teeth and knows this was the man she has been drawn to her whole life. .......
He holds out his hand...and waits...she places her trembling hand on top of his. Moments later they are entering a door off an alley way. She feels him reach up ..grasping her hair roughly. Her heart races...as he simply pulls out her ponytail and tosses it aside. "Never, will you hide your beautiful mane again." He leads her down a dark stairway and unlocks a door to the right. Its a large steel door that slides into the wall when opened. They stepped inside, aromas tease her senses..she taste the air.. rose petals and copper..hmm??, no not copper..she taste blood. Her heart starts to race...she not frightened but invigorated. Her mouth begins to water.
"You will be cleansed...purified...inside here."
He glances back at the steel door, then looks into her softening blue eyes. The process has already begun...soon they will be a beautiful icy blue. "You are not of the world above...you were simply in it." He breaks a most gentle smile tilting her head upward. He releases her hand."You are home...and you will remain home, upon your knees at my side... if you so choose. You only need to shut the door behind us...or leave through it. Do so now."
She walks to the steel door...baring her weight against it..to push it shut. She turns back and finds that he is now several feet away, standing in front of a large vessel. It is centered in the room. Walking toward him, she admires the heavy crimson drapes that hang from ceiling to floor. Upon the floor... a padded altar slightly larger than a twin bed..its thick heavy base ..a metal slab. Now before him....she fears not his eyes..and looks at them.. her glance quickly going beyond the iris...to depths deep within. Her body involuntary flinches and breaks her stare. He smiles down to her..and she gracefully lowers to her knees. He bares his beautifully body...a dark, yet stunning silhouette.
His hand reaches down to take hers and as he lifts her ..her clothes fall away like ashes. He places his forehead upon hers and speaks "You must enter the blest blood of your own free will." kissing the center of her forehead he releases her hand. Before taking a step back, He reaches upward toward the large iron candle chandelier, that hangs directly above the vat of blest blood...and gives it a good push. Sparks of melted wax fall upon the vessel. She takes a step toward thick burning rain...
(to be continued, hopefully)
collaborated writing by DAS & B.
